As everything as I am sometimes

[...]

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby
And you've never met anyone
As negative as I am sometimes

[...]

I blame everyone else not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you've never met anyone
Who is as closed down as I am sometimes.

[...]

(Alanis)

I'm not asking for you to understand. I'd never do that. Just... please, don't give up on me now, I'm not myself. Don't give up on me.